i can see now that i was looking for my creativity. i was craving freedom of expression and looking to heal my mind and body in new ways. I think the art is pretty good, but the process of making it is what is the most important. and the results were incredible. when i look at the art now i see it was about process. neuroarts. an exploration of the psyche. a journey a journal. an uncovering. i don’t want to create at that pace and that rate any more. i moved through what needed to move through. it is a documentation that i would love to use to inspire other people to take their own journeys (neuroarts focused). to inspire artists. to be of use. to take the pressure off my self to have to think about an audience or a sale. so i’d like to use my other skills as well as these new skills to do something meaninful. a big dreams